1 00:00:16,458 --> 00:00:22,375 DEDICATED TO OUR BELOVED PARENTS, WHOSE PRAYERS ALWAYS INCLUDE OUR NAMES 2 00:00:29,792 --> 00:00:32,458 We're never really fine 3 00:00:32,542 --> 00:00:35,333 after losing the ones we love. 4 00:00:37,625 --> 00:00:39,708 After losing my mother 5 00:00:39,792 --> 00:00:41,500 and my husband Arfan, 6 00:00:42,292 --> 00:00:46,042 I feel like I'm living in a black-and-white world. 7 00:00:46,958 --> 00:00:50,208 A dull, colorless life. 8 00:00:51,458 --> 00:00:52,625 Baskara. 9 00:00:53,625 --> 00:00:55,083 My flesh and blood. 10 00:00:56,958 --> 00:01:00,208 He's being raised by another family in Solo. 11 00:01:01,500 --> 00:01:04,667 Separated hundreds of kilometers away from me, 12 00:01:05,417 --> 00:01:06,917 his biological mother. 13 00:01:09,292 --> 00:01:11,000 Is this what it feels like 14 00:01:12,083 --> 00:01:15,083 walking along an endless road 15 00:01:16,083 --> 00:01:18,583 with rain that keeps pouring? 16 00:01:19,500 --> 00:01:22,917 And all of the flowers in my eyes 17 00:01:23,000 --> 00:01:24,292 begin to wilt. 18 00:01:28,625 --> 00:01:31,792 Happy ninth birthday, Baskara! 19 00:01:33,292 --> 00:01:35,250 You've grown so much. 20 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:38,833 You're in third grade now, aren't you? 21 00:01:40,875 --> 00:01:43,292 I hope you become a great kid 22 00:01:44,208 --> 00:01:46,208 and love your parents always. 23 00:01:48,167 --> 00:01:49,750 Let's blow out the candles! 24 00:01:57,500 --> 00:01:58,667 Let's do it. 25 00:02:00,417 --> 00:02:01,417 Here… 26 00:02:01,500 --> 00:02:02,625 Sometimes, 27 00:02:03,375 --> 00:02:06,292 the best thing we can do 28 00:02:06,375 --> 00:02:07,667 Bas. 29 00:02:07,750 --> 00:02:09,833 …Is pretend to be happy. 30 00:02:15,292 --> 00:02:18,375 Happy birthday, sweetheart! 31 00:02:20,625 --> 00:02:23,833 Happy birthday, my favorite grandson. 32 00:02:24,958 --> 00:02:25,958 Stinky! 33 00:02:26,667 --> 00:02:27,958 Stinky face. 34 00:02:28,042 --> 00:02:30,333 You must eat well, okay? 35 00:02:30,417 --> 00:02:32,097 - Blow out the candle. - Blow out the candle! 36 00:02:56,667 --> 00:02:58,792 Happy birthday, Baskara. 37 00:03:02,167 --> 00:03:05,000 I'll always pray for the best for you. 38 00:03:12,083 --> 00:03:13,375 Morning. 39 00:03:18,625 --> 00:03:20,042 Aqilla, sit with us. 40 00:03:23,375 --> 00:03:24,583 Okay. 41 00:03:26,333 --> 00:03:28,542 I need you to work overtime for the next two weeks. 42 00:03:28,625 --> 00:03:30,542 We must prepare for our presentation. 43 00:03:30,625 --> 00:03:32,792 - Can you do it? - Of course, Mel. 44 00:03:32,875 --> 00:03:34,917 There are 24 hours in a day, 45 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:36,875 but I can work for 25 hours. 46 00:03:37,500 --> 00:03:40,542 Amazing! You're our key player. 47 00:03:40,625 --> 00:03:43,208 I live to work, not the other way around. 48 00:03:43,292 --> 00:03:44,667 Watch your health. 49 00:03:44,750 --> 00:03:47,250 Well, whatever you want. 50 00:03:48,958 --> 00:03:50,583 - Here. - Oh! 51 00:03:50,667 --> 00:03:51,667 What is it? 52 00:03:53,958 --> 00:03:56,667 It's my son's birthday. 53 00:04:07,708 --> 00:04:10,458 You still celebrate his birthday every year? 54 00:04:19,125 --> 00:04:20,667 Pardon me, Aqilla. 55 00:04:21,167 --> 00:04:26,125 As your best friend who sees you every day, 56 00:04:27,625 --> 00:04:30,083 I know you're pretending to be happy. 57 00:04:31,417 --> 00:04:32,833 Aren't you tired? 58 00:04:33,417 --> 00:04:35,125 I'm tired just from watching you. 59 00:04:35,875 --> 00:04:38,792 It's enough for me to see Baskara 60 00:04:38,875 --> 00:04:41,042 through Yumna and Arif's social media. 61 00:04:42,875 --> 00:04:44,083 However, 62 00:04:44,167 --> 00:04:46,667 their accounts have been inactive these past few months. 63 00:04:46,750 --> 00:04:49,250 It worries me a bit. 64 00:04:50,500 --> 00:04:52,333 Why don't you go to Solo? 65 00:04:52,417 --> 00:04:56,125 Mel, we must prepare for our presentation. 66 00:04:56,208 --> 00:04:58,500 Why are you sending her on a vacation? 67 00:04:58,583 --> 00:04:59,792 Not a vacation. 68 00:04:59,875 --> 00:05:02,792 It's about her biological son! 69 00:05:03,292 --> 00:05:06,583 Aqilla only has Baskara in her life. 70 00:05:06,667 --> 00:05:07,667 Aqilla. 71 00:05:07,708 --> 00:05:12,250 Maybe it's time to stop acting happy. 72 00:05:13,417 --> 00:05:17,375 But I gave up custody to Yumna and Arif. 73 00:05:17,458 --> 00:05:20,000 What would they think if I visited suddenly? 74 00:05:20,083 --> 00:05:22,542 Baskara is your son! 75 00:05:23,542 --> 00:05:25,833 As long as he has your blood, 76 00:05:25,917 --> 00:05:27,958 you have the right to know about him. 77 00:05:28,042 --> 00:05:30,833 You have the right to know about his adoptive family. 78 00:05:30,917 --> 00:05:34,375 You have the right to know how he's doing. 79 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:48,625 Good afternoon, Ma'am. 80 00:05:48,708 --> 00:05:50,458 Could you keep this? I'll be back. 81 00:05:50,542 --> 00:05:52,750 Have a nice trip. 82 00:05:53,583 --> 00:05:54,667 Please. 83 00:06:47,083 --> 00:06:48,667 Peace be upon you. 84 00:06:55,417 --> 00:06:56,833 Anybody home? 85 00:07:11,333 --> 00:07:15,333 The number you're calling is unavailable. 86 00:07:17,417 --> 00:07:20,292 So how was school? 87 00:07:20,375 --> 00:07:22,958 - Hello, Mbok Tun. - Hello! 88 00:07:24,667 --> 00:07:28,833 I've made fried chicken 89 00:07:28,917 --> 00:07:32,000 with the recipe of Mama Yumna. 90 00:07:32,500 --> 00:07:34,875 Hey, say something. 91 00:07:38,083 --> 00:07:39,083 Huh? 92 00:07:43,583 --> 00:07:44,583 Come on. 93 00:07:44,625 --> 00:07:46,167 Miss Aqilla! 94 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:48,833 Miss Aqilla! 95 00:07:48,917 --> 00:07:50,167 Miss! 96 00:07:52,125 --> 00:07:53,125 Bas! 97 00:07:54,250 --> 00:07:55,417 Baskara! 98 00:08:05,750 --> 00:08:06,958 Bas. 99 00:08:07,583 --> 00:08:09,000 Oh my God. 100 00:08:09,708 --> 00:08:12,875 You've grown so much, dear. 101 00:08:14,083 --> 00:08:15,750 You look handsome! 102 00:08:16,667 --> 00:08:18,875 You were this tall. 103 00:08:18,958 --> 00:08:20,042 Now you're this tall! 104 00:08:23,667 --> 00:08:24,708 Mbok Tun. 105 00:08:27,292 --> 00:08:28,292 Bas. 106 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:36,208 Happy birthday, dear. 107 00:08:37,208 --> 00:08:39,958 -I hope you become a great kid, -Amen. 108 00:08:40,042 --> 00:08:41,250 -Devout, -Amen. 109 00:08:41,333 --> 00:08:44,458 - And always love your parents. - Amen. Thanks, Miss. 110 00:08:45,667 --> 00:08:48,875 I have a surprise for you. 111 00:08:49,917 --> 00:08:51,792 Close your eyes. 112 00:08:58,167 --> 00:08:59,917 Ta-da! 113 00:09:00,000 --> 00:09:03,917 Wow, Lego! Thank you, Miss! 114 00:09:10,125 --> 00:09:11,750 I love you, Miss. 115 00:09:17,125 --> 00:09:18,583 Thank you, sweetheart. 116 00:09:23,458 --> 00:09:26,208 I miss you so much. 117 00:09:27,083 --> 00:09:30,375 I miss you too, Miss Aqilla. 118 00:09:35,917 --> 00:09:39,375 Baskara, may I come to your house? 119 00:09:39,458 --> 00:09:41,417 - Sure. - Okay! 120 00:09:42,250 --> 00:09:44,250 Let's go. Take your present. 121 00:09:55,083 --> 00:09:57,083 Mbok, may I come in? 122 00:10:00,958 --> 00:10:02,167 Let's go. 123 00:10:03,042 --> 00:10:04,500 Yay! 124 00:10:06,750 --> 00:10:10,542 - So, how was school? - It was fine. 125 00:10:11,708 --> 00:10:13,958 Let's do homework together later. 126 00:10:14,042 --> 00:10:15,083 Okay! 127 00:10:16,958 --> 00:10:21,667 There are 6,413 pieces in this set. 128 00:10:21,750 --> 00:10:24,167 - Can you help me build this? - Of course! 129 00:10:26,583 --> 00:10:30,250 - It's gonna be so much fun! - Of course. 130 00:10:34,042 --> 00:10:35,875 We can play with it later. 131 00:10:36,500 --> 00:10:38,500 Baskara, lunch. 132 00:10:39,625 --> 00:10:40,875 Okay. 133 00:10:40,958 --> 00:10:41,958 Mbok. 134 00:10:42,792 --> 00:10:44,500 May I feed him? 135 00:10:45,458 --> 00:10:46,458 No. 136 00:10:46,542 --> 00:10:48,792 His parents taught him to eat by himself. 137 00:10:48,875 --> 00:10:50,417 He must do his homework later. 138 00:10:50,500 --> 00:10:53,125 I know he's a grown kid. 139 00:10:53,208 --> 00:10:56,958 But it's been a while since I fed him. 140 00:10:57,042 --> 00:11:00,625 I'll feed him while he's doing his homework. 141 00:11:00,708 --> 00:11:02,042 No, you can't. 142 00:11:03,250 --> 00:11:04,500 Yes, I can. 143 00:11:05,250 --> 00:11:07,667 No, you can't. 144 00:11:07,750 --> 00:11:09,250 Yes, I can. 145 00:11:09,833 --> 00:11:11,208 No. 146 00:11:11,292 --> 00:11:12,833 Yes. 147 00:11:12,917 --> 00:11:14,792 No. 148 00:11:14,875 --> 00:11:16,292 I don't mind. 149 00:11:21,750 --> 00:11:24,917 - 20 times 20 is 400. - Very good. 150 00:11:27,875 --> 00:11:29,167 Baskara. 151 00:11:29,250 --> 00:11:32,083 Did you go somewhere nice for your birthday? 152 00:11:34,000 --> 00:11:36,583 I was at home with Mbok Tun. 153 00:11:37,500 --> 00:11:39,458 Why? 154 00:11:40,125 --> 00:11:42,875 Dad's in the hospital. 155 00:11:42,958 --> 00:11:45,917 Grandma is busy taking care of him. 156 00:11:46,917 --> 00:11:49,083 Mom's also busy. 157 00:11:49,667 --> 00:11:54,167 She sells batik at the market by day 158 00:11:54,250 --> 00:11:57,125 and takes care of her online shop at night. 159 00:11:57,750 --> 00:12:01,000 Nobody helps me with my homework. 160 00:12:03,958 --> 00:12:07,292 How long has he been in the hospital? 161 00:12:09,125 --> 00:12:12,458 It's been around four months now. 162 00:12:12,542 --> 00:12:13,833 Four months? 163 00:12:14,500 --> 00:12:15,750 Why is he there? 164 00:12:16,333 --> 00:12:17,333 Bas. 165 00:12:20,958 --> 00:12:23,458 I was told it was a headache. 166 00:12:23,542 --> 00:12:26,250 He also couldn't move his body. 167 00:12:28,875 --> 00:12:32,167 Mom took Dad to the hospital 168 00:12:33,250 --> 00:12:36,000 But he still hasn't returned. 169 00:12:37,000 --> 00:12:38,000 Bas… 170 00:12:38,083 --> 00:12:40,000 I'm not allowed to visit 171 00:12:40,083 --> 00:12:43,292 because children are not allowed in hospitals. 172 00:12:45,125 --> 00:12:47,125 How's his condition? 173 00:12:48,375 --> 00:12:49,750 I don't know. 174 00:13:08,042 --> 00:13:12,333 BUNG KARNO GENERAL HOSPITAL 175 00:13:12,417 --> 00:13:15,333 CENTRAL SURGICAL UNIT 176 00:13:37,083 --> 00:13:38,208 Mom. 177 00:13:39,417 --> 00:13:40,542 Mom. 178 00:13:45,667 --> 00:13:46,875 Dear God. 179 00:13:47,375 --> 00:13:48,542 Fathan! 180 00:13:57,250 --> 00:13:59,250 You've just arrived? 181 00:13:59,333 --> 00:14:00,792 I'm sorry. 182 00:14:00,875 --> 00:14:03,250 It took a day from my office to the airport. 183 00:14:03,333 --> 00:14:06,125 There's no direct flight from Kalimantan to Solo either. 184 00:14:08,125 --> 00:14:10,708 How's Arif, Mom? 185 00:14:14,417 --> 00:14:17,333 He's been unconscious for two weeks. 186 00:14:18,583 --> 00:14:19,708 He's in a coma. 187 00:14:20,333 --> 00:14:23,125 The blood vessels in his brain burst. 188 00:14:33,917 --> 00:14:35,083 Bas. 189 00:14:35,167 --> 00:14:36,792 - Yes? - Is that Dad's shirt? 190 00:14:36,875 --> 00:14:39,917 Yes, this is Dad's shirt. 191 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:43,875 Whenever I miss him, I'll just sniff his shirt. 192 00:14:43,958 --> 00:14:45,750 It smells like cajuput oil. 193 00:14:48,958 --> 00:14:50,125 What's that? 194 00:14:53,833 --> 00:14:54,833 This? 195 00:14:56,708 --> 00:15:00,625 This is Dad's letter to me. 196 00:15:00,708 --> 00:15:03,125 Whenever he missed me, 197 00:15:03,208 --> 00:15:05,667 he would write me letters. 198 00:15:05,750 --> 00:15:08,083 Mom brought them to me every day. 199 00:15:09,542 --> 00:15:12,333 But these days 200 00:15:12,417 --> 00:15:14,792 he never writes to me anymore. 201 00:15:14,875 --> 00:15:16,792 I miss Dad so much. 202 00:15:23,500 --> 00:15:26,583 Bas, let's continue your homework. 203 00:15:27,708 --> 00:15:28,708 Come on. 204 00:15:45,958 --> 00:15:48,500 BUNG KARNO GENERAL HOSPITAL 205 00:15:49,625 --> 00:15:51,583 NOTICE OF ARREARS 206 00:16:13,667 --> 00:16:15,583 Hi, Big Brother. 207 00:16:18,333 --> 00:16:19,500 I'm home. 208 00:16:25,417 --> 00:16:27,875 Why does Dad have to go? 209 00:16:27,958 --> 00:16:31,958 I want to stay with you and Mom. 210 00:16:32,042 --> 00:16:35,417 I don't want to leave you. 211 00:16:35,500 --> 00:16:37,958 Neither do I. 212 00:16:38,042 --> 00:16:39,583 But you have to promise me 213 00:16:39,667 --> 00:16:41,833 that you'll always be fine. 214 00:16:42,375 --> 00:16:44,833 Listen to Dad and don't make him angry. 215 00:16:44,917 --> 00:16:45,917 Okay? 216 00:16:46,625 --> 00:16:47,917 No! 217 00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:50,167 If you're here, 218 00:16:50,250 --> 00:16:52,875 who am I going to sleep with? 219 00:16:52,958 --> 00:16:55,042 Who am I going to play with? 220 00:16:55,125 --> 00:16:58,208 When will I see you again? 221 00:16:58,292 --> 00:17:01,083 I don't want to be alone. 222 00:17:01,875 --> 00:17:02,875 Listen. 223 00:17:03,333 --> 00:17:07,083 Call us when you get there, okay? 224 00:17:13,167 --> 00:17:15,333 Look at me. I'm strong! 225 00:17:15,958 --> 00:17:17,333 So should you be. 226 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:20,667 You're my best little brother. 227 00:17:26,417 --> 00:17:30,000 - Please don't take Fathan. - Enough! 228 00:17:30,083 --> 00:17:32,042 Burhan, please! 229 00:17:32,125 --> 00:17:35,000 - Fathan, let's go. - Don't take him away! 230 00:17:35,083 --> 00:17:36,375 Fathan! 231 00:17:36,458 --> 00:17:38,000 - Mom! - Fathan! 232 00:17:38,083 --> 00:17:40,542 - Mom! - Fathan! 233 00:17:40,625 --> 00:17:42,208 - Let's go. - Mom! 234 00:17:42,292 --> 00:17:43,833 - Fathan! - Arif! 235 00:17:43,917 --> 00:17:45,292 - Fathan! - Arif… 236 00:17:46,625 --> 00:17:48,042 Arif! 237 00:17:48,125 --> 00:17:49,167 Arif! 238 00:17:49,875 --> 00:17:51,083 Arif! 239 00:17:52,583 --> 00:17:54,792 Arif! Fathan! 240 00:17:59,917 --> 00:18:01,375 Fathan! 241 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:03,917 - Fathan! - Arif! 242 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:05,750 Arif! 243 00:18:05,833 --> 00:18:07,208 - Arif! - Fathan! 244 00:18:07,292 --> 00:18:08,708 Arif! 245 00:18:08,792 --> 00:18:10,500 Arif! 246 00:18:10,583 --> 00:18:11,750 Arif! 247 00:18:12,625 --> 00:18:14,542 Fathan! 248 00:18:16,750 --> 00:18:18,458 Fathan! 249 00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:29,042 After all this time, 250 00:18:30,625 --> 00:18:32,208 this is how we meet again? 251 00:18:35,708 --> 00:18:36,917 You told me 252 00:18:38,292 --> 00:18:39,792 I had to be strong. 253 00:18:42,333 --> 00:18:45,042 Now how can I? 254 00:18:49,333 --> 00:18:50,583 I'm sure 255 00:18:53,000 --> 00:18:54,500 he can hear you. 256 00:18:55,042 --> 00:18:56,500 Pray for him, Son. 257 00:19:07,458 --> 00:19:09,042 KLEWER MARKET 258 00:19:09,125 --> 00:19:10,875 Get these sleeping gowns! 259 00:19:10,958 --> 00:19:11,958 It's not here. 260 00:19:12,000 --> 00:19:14,458 Yumna, why are you closing so early? 261 00:19:14,542 --> 00:19:17,500 I'm going to the hospital. Arif's brother just arrived. 262 00:19:17,583 --> 00:19:18,750 - Oh my God! - Oh my. 263 00:19:18,833 --> 00:19:20,500 How's Arif now? 264 00:19:21,417 --> 00:19:24,208 He's not awake yet. Please pray for him. 265 00:19:24,292 --> 00:19:26,500 I hope he gets better. 266 00:19:26,583 --> 00:19:28,083 Amen. 267 00:19:28,833 --> 00:19:30,250 - Of course he will. - I'm leaving. 268 00:19:30,333 --> 00:19:31,833 - I'll be going. - Take care. 269 00:19:31,917 --> 00:19:33,500 - Take care, Yumna. - Yeah. 270 00:19:45,125 --> 00:19:46,500 Yumna! 271 00:19:46,583 --> 00:19:48,042 Fathan. 272 00:19:48,667 --> 00:19:50,083 - Hi. - Mother. 273 00:19:50,167 --> 00:19:53,292 - Where's Baskara? - At home. 274 00:19:53,375 --> 00:19:55,125 I went straight from the shop. 275 00:19:56,042 --> 00:19:58,333 So, Arif… 276 00:19:59,167 --> 00:20:00,292 Pray for him. 277 00:20:00,375 --> 00:20:01,833 Of course. 278 00:20:01,917 --> 00:20:04,417 I hope he gets better. 279 00:20:08,042 --> 00:20:09,042 Yumna. 280 00:20:20,917 --> 00:20:21,917 Ma'am. 281 00:20:25,333 --> 00:20:29,208 I'm so sorry to hear about Arif. 282 00:20:29,292 --> 00:20:31,750 How do you know Arif is sick? 283 00:20:33,417 --> 00:20:37,000 Your social media has been inactive. 284 00:20:37,083 --> 00:20:38,708 I came here to find out. 285 00:20:39,333 --> 00:20:41,083 Can I see him? 286 00:20:43,958 --> 00:20:45,583 He can't have visitors. 287 00:20:46,583 --> 00:20:48,708 I think you should return to Jakarta. 288 00:20:49,500 --> 00:20:52,083 Thank you for your concern. 289 00:20:53,583 --> 00:20:54,583 Excuse me. 290 00:20:54,667 --> 00:20:55,750 Yumna. 291 00:20:57,833 --> 00:20:59,958 Why is he hospitalized? 292 00:21:00,542 --> 00:21:03,208 Why is he here for four months 293 00:21:03,292 --> 00:21:04,917 and why can't I visit? 294 00:21:05,000 --> 00:21:06,625 It's our family's business. 295 00:21:08,417 --> 00:21:12,167 I thought you gave Baskara up entirely to us. 296 00:21:13,167 --> 00:21:14,750 Let us live in peace. 297 00:21:15,375 --> 00:21:16,583 It's all for Baskara. 298 00:21:20,917 --> 00:21:21,917 Yumna. 299 00:21:22,708 --> 00:21:24,292 Yumna? 300 00:21:24,833 --> 00:21:26,167 Excuse me. 301 00:21:26,250 --> 00:21:28,750 I don't know about your problems with Yumna. 302 00:21:29,375 --> 00:21:31,583 But please stop bothering us. 303 00:21:32,333 --> 00:21:33,625 You're not part of this family. 304 00:21:34,167 --> 00:21:35,417 Why do you care? 305 00:21:36,208 --> 00:21:38,083 Arif is Baskara's father. 306 00:21:38,833 --> 00:21:40,125 My biological son. 307 00:21:45,583 --> 00:21:46,708 Aqilla. 308 00:21:47,708 --> 00:21:50,083 Once again, I'm asking you politely. 309 00:21:50,833 --> 00:21:52,500 Please pray for Arif 310 00:21:53,208 --> 00:21:54,583 and leave us all alone. 311 00:21:56,333 --> 00:21:58,333 I'm sorry for bothering you, Ma'am. 312 00:21:58,875 --> 00:22:02,542 If there's anything I can do to help, just tell me. 313 00:22:03,250 --> 00:22:04,667 Thank you. 314 00:22:13,542 --> 00:22:14,667 Yumna. 315 00:22:16,208 --> 00:22:17,292 Dear God. 316 00:22:18,125 --> 00:22:21,000 She's here with such bad timing. 317 00:22:21,083 --> 00:22:24,125 Why is she so curious about our family? 318 00:22:25,125 --> 00:22:28,542 She let Baskara go to us 319 00:22:29,125 --> 00:22:31,917 because she knows we have everything she doesn't. 320 00:22:32,625 --> 00:22:36,083 Here Baskara has a mom, dad, and grandmother. 321 00:22:37,125 --> 00:22:40,167 If she knows Arif is in a coma, 322 00:22:40,833 --> 00:22:43,417 she'll take Baskara from us right away. 323 00:22:44,375 --> 00:22:46,042 Are you sure? 324 00:22:46,125 --> 00:22:48,542 There's no other reason. 325 00:22:50,167 --> 00:22:51,250 Fathan. 326 00:22:51,792 --> 00:22:53,583 Help us protect Baskara. 327 00:22:54,458 --> 00:22:56,250 I'll stay at the hospital. 328 00:22:57,250 --> 00:22:58,750 She's right. 329 00:22:58,833 --> 00:23:00,833 You're our only hope. 330 00:23:01,750 --> 00:23:02,875 I'm sure 331 00:23:02,958 --> 00:23:06,125 sooner or later she'll go to Baskara. 332 00:23:11,667 --> 00:23:13,500 I'm home. 333 00:23:14,208 --> 00:23:15,417 Bas? 334 00:23:16,583 --> 00:23:19,083 Welcome home. 335 00:23:19,167 --> 00:23:20,208 Come here. 336 00:23:27,500 --> 00:23:29,208 - So you're Baskara? - Yes. 337 00:23:31,208 --> 00:23:33,750 You're Uncle Fathan from Kalimantan? 338 00:23:34,625 --> 00:23:35,625 Yes. 339 00:23:39,333 --> 00:23:41,042 Were you at the hospital? 340 00:23:42,208 --> 00:23:44,708 Yeah, I was there. 341 00:23:45,583 --> 00:23:47,125 How's Dad? 342 00:23:50,792 --> 00:23:52,333 He's still in treatment. 343 00:23:53,500 --> 00:23:55,875 Keep praying for him, okay? 344 00:23:56,583 --> 00:23:57,583 I will. 345 00:23:58,292 --> 00:24:00,958 Any letter for me? 346 00:24:03,375 --> 00:24:06,333 Doesn't he miss me anymore? 347 00:24:07,667 --> 00:24:08,750 Honey. 348 00:24:10,875 --> 00:24:12,708 Of course Dad misses you. 349 00:24:13,417 --> 00:24:16,167 Right now he's focusing on getting better. 350 00:24:16,958 --> 00:24:18,458 Pray for him, okay? 351 00:24:24,083 --> 00:24:27,083 Is it Fathan? 352 00:24:27,167 --> 00:24:30,500 You've grown so much, and so handsome! 353 00:24:30,583 --> 00:24:32,125 Mbok Tun? 354 00:24:32,208 --> 00:24:33,917 Yes, it's Mbok Tun! 355 00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:38,458 Sorry, I'm bad at faces 356 00:24:38,542 --> 00:24:40,167 but I remember your name. 357 00:24:40,250 --> 00:24:42,542 - Great. - Mbok Tun. 358 00:24:42,625 --> 00:24:44,708 Take Fathan to Grandma's room. 359 00:24:44,792 --> 00:24:46,875 He needs to shower before returning to the hospital. 360 00:24:46,958 --> 00:24:48,000 Yes, Ma'am. 361 00:24:48,083 --> 00:24:49,708 It's okay, I got it. 362 00:24:49,792 --> 00:24:51,000 No, it's fine. 363 00:24:51,083 --> 00:24:53,875 I can even carry you just fine. 364 00:24:53,958 --> 00:24:55,542 Come on. 365 00:24:56,167 --> 00:24:57,167 Come on! 366 00:25:01,583 --> 00:25:04,000 - Have you eaten? - I have! 367 00:25:04,083 --> 00:25:07,125 - What did you eat? - Fried chicken. 368 00:25:08,167 --> 00:25:09,167 Mom. 369 00:25:10,875 --> 00:25:14,625 Mbok Tun's fried chicken isn't as good as yours. 370 00:25:16,875 --> 00:25:19,292 The recipe is not the same. 371 00:25:23,542 --> 00:25:25,250 Have you done your homework? 372 00:25:25,792 --> 00:25:26,958 Of course. 373 00:25:27,042 --> 00:25:29,208 I'm so happy today. 374 00:25:29,292 --> 00:25:32,417 Miss Aqilla helped me with my homework. 375 00:25:35,500 --> 00:25:36,583 And? 376 00:25:36,667 --> 00:25:40,625 She also brought me a present. 377 00:25:40,708 --> 00:25:43,500 A huge Lego set! 378 00:25:47,542 --> 00:25:49,792 Mbok Tun? 379 00:25:49,875 --> 00:25:50,708 Yes, Ma'am? 380 00:25:50,792 --> 00:25:52,250 Mbok Tun. 381 00:25:52,333 --> 00:25:53,875 Was Aqilla here? 382 00:25:53,958 --> 00:25:56,417 She was outside as we arrived. 383 00:26:00,917 --> 00:26:01,917 Baskara. 384 00:26:01,958 --> 00:26:05,042 Uncle Fathan will pick you up at school tomorrow. 385 00:26:06,708 --> 00:26:07,625 Thanks, Mbok. 386 00:26:07,708 --> 00:26:08,792 Yes, Ma'am. 387 00:26:20,792 --> 00:26:22,417 Why are you here? 388 00:26:22,500 --> 00:26:25,250 Am I wrong wanting to see my own son? 389 00:26:27,083 --> 00:26:28,792 Yes, you are. 390 00:26:28,875 --> 00:26:32,333 You abandoned your own child and now you want him back? 391 00:26:32,417 --> 00:26:33,500 You're selfish! 392 00:26:34,083 --> 00:26:35,083 Selfish? 393 00:26:35,792 --> 00:26:36,833 If I was selfish, 394 00:26:36,917 --> 00:26:39,417 three years ago I wouldn't have given him up 395 00:26:39,500 --> 00:26:41,250 to Yumna and Arif! 396 00:26:41,333 --> 00:26:43,708 If it's still not enough for you, 397 00:26:45,875 --> 00:26:49,708 I didn't know my son was still alive seven years before that 398 00:26:49,792 --> 00:26:52,042 when I had nobody else in my life. 399 00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:55,917 I never abandoned my son. 400 00:27:09,417 --> 00:27:11,875 I'm sorry, I misunderstood. 401 00:27:16,375 --> 00:27:18,708 I'm Fathan, Arif's younger brother. 402 00:27:24,167 --> 00:27:25,208 Aqilla. 403 00:27:32,875 --> 00:27:34,917 I just arrived from Kalimantan yesterday. 404 00:27:36,250 --> 00:27:38,958 Why are you in Solo? 405 00:27:41,167 --> 00:27:45,583 I wanted to make sure Baskara and his new family are okay. 406 00:27:54,417 --> 00:27:55,958 The truth is, 407 00:27:57,125 --> 00:27:59,125 Arif has been in a coma for two weeks. 408 00:28:01,875 --> 00:28:04,208 Yumna's having a tough time. 409 00:28:05,292 --> 00:28:08,625 I apologize on her behalf. 410 00:28:12,083 --> 00:28:14,500 Since Arif was sick and unable to work, 411 00:28:15,292 --> 00:28:17,750 she's been working all day. 412 00:28:20,083 --> 00:28:23,542 She has to divide her time between selling clothes, 413 00:28:24,375 --> 00:28:25,375 going to the hospital, 414 00:28:26,083 --> 00:28:28,250 and raising Baskara. 415 00:28:36,333 --> 00:28:38,583 What can I do to help her? 416 00:28:39,250 --> 00:28:41,417 I want to lighten her burden. 417 00:28:47,583 --> 00:28:49,417 I believe you mean well. 418 00:28:50,167 --> 00:28:51,375 But pardon me, 419 00:28:52,375 --> 00:28:56,792 your presence here upsets them so much. 420 00:28:58,375 --> 00:29:00,167 I hope you understand. 421 00:29:13,708 --> 00:29:14,708 Miss Aqilla! 422 00:29:17,292 --> 00:29:18,375 Hey! 423 00:29:19,042 --> 00:29:21,417 Are you coming to my house? 424 00:29:21,500 --> 00:29:23,500 I need your help with homework. 425 00:29:28,292 --> 00:29:31,625 I can't go today. 426 00:29:31,708 --> 00:29:34,250 Let Mom help you study. 427 00:29:34,333 --> 00:29:36,083 But Mom is busy. 428 00:29:36,167 --> 00:29:38,417 She manages her online shop at night. 429 00:29:38,500 --> 00:29:39,583 Bas. 430 00:29:40,667 --> 00:29:43,125 I'll help you do your homework. 431 00:29:49,792 --> 00:29:51,042 Bas. 432 00:29:51,125 --> 00:29:54,542 How about I help you study here? 433 00:29:54,625 --> 00:29:57,167 But not too long. Mom's waiting for you. 434 00:29:58,042 --> 00:29:59,042 Come on! 435 00:30:01,292 --> 00:30:04,250 Let's pack up so Mom won't wait too long. 436 00:30:07,333 --> 00:30:08,375 Hello? 437 00:30:10,125 --> 00:30:11,208 Okay. 438 00:30:11,292 --> 00:30:12,750 Thank God. 439 00:30:13,583 --> 00:30:14,583 Let's go. 440 00:30:14,625 --> 00:30:16,500 - We must go to the hospital. - Huh? 441 00:30:16,583 --> 00:30:18,708 - Can I go with you? - Yes. It's urgent! 442 00:30:18,792 --> 00:30:20,500 We'll use my car. 443 00:30:20,583 --> 00:30:21,583 - Come on. - Let's go. 444 00:30:23,042 --> 00:30:24,042 Come on! 445 00:30:30,875 --> 00:30:31,875 Come on. 446 00:30:32,375 --> 00:30:35,458 INTENSIVE CARE UNIT 447 00:30:35,542 --> 00:30:38,375 Excuse me, children are not allowed to enter. 448 00:30:53,500 --> 00:30:55,875 We're all here, dear. 449 00:30:59,333 --> 00:31:01,875 We all love you. 450 00:31:10,583 --> 00:31:16,333 If this can help you go in peace… 451 00:31:22,292 --> 00:31:23,958 Then I'll let you go. 452 00:31:29,125 --> 00:31:32,750 I can't stand seeing you like this. 453 00:31:33,375 --> 00:31:35,167 I just can't. 454 00:31:44,375 --> 00:31:45,708 I promise… 455 00:31:49,042 --> 00:31:51,750 I'll take care of Baskara. 456 00:31:59,083 --> 00:32:02,125 There is no god 457 00:32:05,042 --> 00:32:06,125 but Allah. 458 00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:09,833 O Allah… 459 00:32:12,625 --> 00:32:15,042 Arif… 460 00:32:15,958 --> 00:32:21,375 Dad! 461 00:32:22,875 --> 00:32:25,458 Dad… 462 00:32:26,417 --> 00:32:27,625 Arif… 463 00:32:41,958 --> 00:32:44,708 Dad… 464 00:32:47,542 --> 00:32:51,500 Dad! 465 00:33:15,667 --> 00:33:17,833 Please, Arif… 466 00:33:19,708 --> 00:33:21,083 Dad… 467 00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:27,625 Dad, don't leave me. 468 00:33:44,708 --> 00:33:45,708 Ma'am. 469 00:33:46,250 --> 00:33:48,042 Please accept my condolences. 470 00:33:50,292 --> 00:33:53,500 Dad, don't leave me… 471 00:34:05,958 --> 00:34:07,625 Please accept my condolences. 472 00:34:30,625 --> 00:34:33,250 - Dad… - Arif… 473 00:34:33,333 --> 00:34:34,833 Arif… 474 00:34:34,917 --> 00:34:36,958 Bas, you have to be strong. 475 00:34:37,042 --> 00:34:38,292 You'll get through this. 476 00:34:38,375 --> 00:34:42,208 Why did he leave? I want him to stay… 477 00:34:42,292 --> 00:34:46,250 I know, but you have to be strong. 478 00:34:46,333 --> 00:34:48,833 I need my dad… 479 00:35:00,208 --> 00:35:02,708 I must leave now. 480 00:35:02,792 --> 00:35:04,083 Peace be upon you. 481 00:35:04,167 --> 00:35:05,958 Peace be upon you. 482 00:35:10,250 --> 00:35:11,292 Fathan. 483 00:35:14,042 --> 00:35:17,292 - Here's condolence money for Yumna. - Don't leave me… 484 00:35:17,375 --> 00:35:18,958 - Please take it. - …Dad. 485 00:35:22,167 --> 00:35:23,375 Thank you. 486 00:35:33,458 --> 00:35:37,083 BORN 18 APRIL 1984, DIED 29 JULY 2024 487 00:35:56,625 --> 00:35:57,917 From Aqilla. 488 00:36:21,917 --> 00:36:23,042 Bas. 489 00:36:24,000 --> 00:36:25,292 Let's go home. 490 00:36:26,958 --> 00:36:32,125 No! I want to stay with Dad. 491 00:36:38,292 --> 00:36:39,333 Come on. 492 00:36:41,583 --> 00:36:42,875 No. 493 00:36:42,958 --> 00:36:46,958 I want to stay here with Dad. 494 00:37:02,292 --> 00:37:03,375 Bas. 495 00:37:04,917 --> 00:37:07,458 Let's eat. I'll feed you. 496 00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:10,792 I'm not hungry, Mom. 497 00:37:12,375 --> 00:37:13,417 Bas. 498 00:37:14,917 --> 00:37:16,917 I know you're sad. 499 00:37:18,167 --> 00:37:20,042 I'm sad too. 500 00:37:21,750 --> 00:37:24,208 We all miss Dad here. 501 00:37:26,583 --> 00:37:29,750 But we must get through this together. 502 00:37:31,333 --> 00:37:34,333 You have to eat, okay? 503 00:37:38,250 --> 00:37:39,292 Mom. 504 00:37:40,833 --> 00:37:43,083 When will Miss Aqilla visit? 505 00:37:51,333 --> 00:37:52,917 I don't know, honey. 506 00:37:58,292 --> 00:37:59,792 Come on, have a bite. 507 00:38:01,667 --> 00:38:03,000 Come on. 508 00:38:03,083 --> 00:38:04,125 Ma'am. 509 00:38:04,208 --> 00:38:06,708 Grandma refuses to eat. 510 00:38:06,792 --> 00:38:09,458 She hasn't eaten all day. 511 00:38:11,792 --> 00:38:14,833 - Okay. Please feed Baskara. - Yes. 512 00:38:17,917 --> 00:38:18,958 Bas? 513 00:38:20,250 --> 00:38:22,667 Bas? Baskara? 514 00:38:23,750 --> 00:38:26,083 Mother, you haven't eaten all day. 515 00:38:29,208 --> 00:38:30,792 Let me feed you. 516 00:38:34,292 --> 00:38:36,917 You'll get sick if you don't eat. 517 00:38:38,125 --> 00:38:39,458 Have some bites, okay? 518 00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:41,792 I'm not hungry. 519 00:38:46,417 --> 00:38:49,167 I'm still thinking about Arif. 520 00:38:51,542 --> 00:38:54,500 It should have been me instead. 521 00:38:54,583 --> 00:38:56,875 Oh, dear God! 522 00:38:59,083 --> 00:39:00,125 Mother! 523 00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:03,042 Do you want to leave us? 524 00:39:04,875 --> 00:39:07,917 Don't you love me and Baskara anymore? 525 00:39:10,500 --> 00:39:14,083 The son I carried for nine months, 526 00:39:17,042 --> 00:39:18,792 the one I raised, 527 00:39:20,292 --> 00:39:21,708 the one I nurtured, 528 00:39:22,458 --> 00:39:24,917 the one I prayed for… 529 00:39:26,083 --> 00:39:28,917 He left too soon. 530 00:39:31,625 --> 00:39:33,625 It should have been me. 531 00:39:34,625 --> 00:39:39,375 It should be children who bury their mother 532 00:39:43,167 --> 00:39:46,375 and not the other way around. 533 00:39:47,792 --> 00:39:49,000 Mother. 534 00:39:56,750 --> 00:39:59,500 Yumna, let me take care of Mom. 535 00:40:04,625 --> 00:40:06,208 Excuse me. 536 00:40:26,167 --> 00:40:27,167 Mom. 537 00:40:28,083 --> 00:40:29,458 Did you forget? 538 00:40:30,167 --> 00:40:33,042 You still have another son. 539 00:40:40,417 --> 00:40:42,125 If you want to eat, 540 00:40:43,542 --> 00:40:44,708 I promise you 541 00:40:45,625 --> 00:40:48,958 I'll figure a way to stay here with you. 542 00:40:58,542 --> 00:40:59,583 Let me help. 543 00:41:19,042 --> 00:41:20,833 Stay with me. 544 00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:25,042 Fathan. 545 00:41:25,750 --> 00:41:27,375 Don't leave me. 546 00:41:27,958 --> 00:41:28,958 Okay, Mom. 547 00:41:52,125 --> 00:41:54,750 Mbok Tun! 548 00:41:54,833 --> 00:41:55,958 Mbok Tun! 549 00:41:57,875 --> 00:41:58,917 Mbok! 550 00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:05,208 What happened, Baskara? 551 00:42:05,292 --> 00:42:07,583 Why did you wash Dad's shirt? 552 00:42:07,667 --> 00:42:10,542 It's been four months. Of course, it needed washing. 553 00:42:11,833 --> 00:42:14,583 You should have asked me first! 554 00:42:14,667 --> 00:42:18,333 Baskara, it's just Dad's dirty shirt. 555 00:42:18,417 --> 00:42:22,292 But this shirt isn't dirty! 556 00:42:25,792 --> 00:42:28,583 It had Dad's scent here. 557 00:42:29,417 --> 00:42:33,125 I sniff this shirt whenever I miss him. 558 00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:38,375 But what should I do now 559 00:42:38,458 --> 00:42:40,917 when I come to miss him? 560 00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:44,750 I'm sorry, I didn't know. 561 00:42:49,542 --> 00:42:50,542 Bas. 562 00:42:51,125 --> 00:42:56,208 I'll put some cajuput oil on the shirt, okay? 563 00:43:07,500 --> 00:43:11,417 Allah the Almighty has spoken the truth. 564 00:43:11,500 --> 00:43:17,333 Let's pray for the late Arif Nasuha, the son of Burhan. Al-Fatihah. 565 00:43:17,417 --> 00:43:21,000 I seek refuge in Allah from the accursed Satan. 566 00:43:21,083 --> 00:43:24,333 In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. 567 00:43:24,417 --> 00:43:27,583 All praise is for Allah, Lord of all worlds. 568 00:43:27,667 --> 00:43:30,958 The Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. 569 00:43:31,042 --> 00:43:33,625 Master of the Day of Judgment. 570 00:43:33,708 --> 00:43:37,667 It is You we worship, and You we ask for help. 571 00:43:37,750 --> 00:43:41,208 Guide us along the straight path. 572 00:43:41,292 --> 00:43:45,000 The Path of those You have blessed, 573 00:43:45,083 --> 00:43:49,958 not those You are displeased with, or those who are misguided. 574 00:43:50,042 --> 00:43:52,083 Thanks. Now excuse me. 575 00:43:53,208 --> 00:43:55,250 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 576 00:43:56,875 --> 00:43:58,083 Excuse me. 577 00:43:58,958 --> 00:44:00,375 Yumna. Ma'am. 578 00:44:00,458 --> 00:44:03,167 Sorry I was late. My flight got delayed. 579 00:44:07,042 --> 00:44:10,708 I'm really grateful for your invitation. 580 00:44:11,208 --> 00:44:12,375 Anyway… 581 00:44:15,458 --> 00:44:19,708 Here's some condolence money. Please take it. 582 00:44:20,875 --> 00:44:24,250 I'm sorry. I can't take this. 583 00:44:24,917 --> 00:44:27,417 You've helped us so much. 584 00:44:29,083 --> 00:44:31,333 Yumna, please accept this. 585 00:44:31,833 --> 00:44:33,500 This is for Baskara. 586 00:44:33,583 --> 00:44:36,042 Just take it as an emergency fund. 587 00:44:37,208 --> 00:44:40,000 I can afford to meet his needs 588 00:44:40,083 --> 00:44:42,375 without relying on other people. 589 00:44:44,625 --> 00:44:47,458 But I'm not other people. 590 00:44:51,750 --> 00:44:53,125 Just take it. 591 00:44:53,667 --> 00:44:56,000 This is a gift from God. 592 00:44:56,750 --> 00:44:59,292 This is her way to pay tribute to our family. 593 00:45:00,750 --> 00:45:02,667 - But, Mother… - Yumna. 594 00:45:13,792 --> 00:45:15,167 Thank you. 595 00:45:19,333 --> 00:45:20,625 Bas. 596 00:45:21,875 --> 00:45:25,208 I must go back to Jakarta. 597 00:45:27,542 --> 00:45:30,083 When will you return? 598 00:45:31,417 --> 00:45:35,208 This house feels empty since Dad died. 599 00:45:36,500 --> 00:45:40,750 You always come here with a smile. 600 00:45:40,833 --> 00:45:42,750 It cheers me up. 601 00:45:44,500 --> 00:45:45,542 Bas. 602 00:45:47,125 --> 00:45:48,875 I'll return soon 603 00:45:51,208 --> 00:45:53,083 but now I must leave. 604 00:45:53,167 --> 00:45:55,042 Let me walk you to the front. 605 00:45:59,042 --> 00:46:00,500 I'll come with them. 606 00:46:05,875 --> 00:46:09,000 Yumna, Ma'am, excuse me. 607 00:46:16,208 --> 00:46:18,958 - Peace be upon you. - Peace be upon you. 608 00:46:32,250 --> 00:46:34,083 You came here straight from the airport? 609 00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:36,500 We've got work to do. 610 00:46:39,125 --> 00:46:40,750 Amazing! 611 00:46:40,833 --> 00:46:45,042 - So proud of you. - Aqilla, you're the best. 612 00:46:47,042 --> 00:46:50,000 So amazing. 613 00:46:50,083 --> 00:46:51,292 Amazing. 614 00:47:19,583 --> 00:47:20,583 Bas? 615 00:47:22,917 --> 00:47:25,458 Why do you look pale? 616 00:47:25,958 --> 00:47:27,125 Are you sick? 617 00:47:28,250 --> 00:47:31,667 The teacher told me he couldn't focus during class. 618 00:47:33,208 --> 00:47:35,167 He still misses his dad. 619 00:47:40,250 --> 00:47:41,250 Bas. 620 00:47:41,917 --> 00:47:43,375 Wanna go out with me? 621 00:47:44,500 --> 00:47:45,500 Yeah. 622 00:47:47,708 --> 00:47:49,458 May I take him out? 623 00:47:50,417 --> 00:47:52,000 Please, Uncle. 624 00:47:57,708 --> 00:47:58,708 Okay. 625 00:48:04,750 --> 00:48:07,750 - What do you want to get? - Airplane! 626 00:48:07,833 --> 00:48:09,542 They all look so good! 627 00:48:11,625 --> 00:48:13,417 This one's nice. 628 00:48:13,500 --> 00:48:14,500 Bas! 629 00:48:23,417 --> 00:48:24,292 Bas! 630 00:48:24,375 --> 00:48:25,625 Bas! 631 00:48:30,708 --> 00:48:32,875 - You like it? - Yes! 632 00:48:32,958 --> 00:48:34,333 You want it? 633 00:48:35,125 --> 00:48:36,250 I want this! 634 00:48:41,333 --> 00:48:42,583 Thank you. 635 00:48:45,042 --> 00:48:46,125 It's a cool toy. 636 00:49:18,875 --> 00:49:20,125 I'm home. 637 00:49:20,875 --> 00:49:22,458 Welcome home, Mom. 638 00:49:26,292 --> 00:49:27,333 Hey, honey. 639 00:49:28,208 --> 00:49:29,208 Bas. 640 00:49:30,250 --> 00:49:33,167 Why didn't you stop by my shop? 641 00:49:33,833 --> 00:49:36,333 Didn't you miss kupat tahu at the market? 642 00:49:36,917 --> 00:49:41,875 I went out with Miss Aqilla and Uncle Fathan after school. 643 00:49:44,083 --> 00:49:45,750 - Out? - Yes. 644 00:49:45,833 --> 00:49:47,042 Out where? 645 00:49:47,125 --> 00:49:51,000 We rode the steam train and went to other places 646 00:49:51,583 --> 00:49:53,875 and visited an antique shop. It was fun. 647 00:49:56,792 --> 00:49:59,875 Miss Aqilla bought me this plane. Cool, isn't it? 648 00:50:04,583 --> 00:50:07,083 Baskara, listen to me. 649 00:50:07,792 --> 00:50:11,333 You must go straight home after school tomorrow. 650 00:50:11,417 --> 00:50:13,042 Keep Grandma company. 651 00:50:13,125 --> 00:50:14,625 Or you can visit me at the shop. 652 00:50:15,750 --> 00:50:17,875 You shouldn't see Miss Aqilla anymore. 653 00:50:17,958 --> 00:50:21,000 Why? She's a good person. 654 00:50:21,083 --> 00:50:23,458 But this is for your own good. 655 00:50:23,542 --> 00:50:26,125 If I can't see Miss Aqilla, 656 00:50:26,208 --> 00:50:28,958 who will help me with my homework? 657 00:50:29,042 --> 00:50:30,500 Grandma can't. 658 00:50:30,583 --> 00:50:32,500 Mbok Tun definitely can't. 659 00:50:32,583 --> 00:50:34,583 There's Uncle Fathan. 660 00:50:34,667 --> 00:50:36,833 But he'll return to Kalimantan soon. 661 00:50:36,917 --> 00:50:41,500 You can come to my shop then I'll help you do your work. 662 00:50:41,583 --> 00:50:43,125 I want Miss Aqilla to help me. 663 00:50:43,208 --> 00:50:45,333 But I said no! 664 00:50:45,417 --> 00:50:47,583 I still want to see Miss Aqilla! 665 00:50:47,667 --> 00:50:50,458 Bas! Don't you talk back to me! 666 00:50:52,167 --> 00:50:55,167 Go straight home after school and do your homework alone! 667 00:50:55,708 --> 00:50:56,750 Understood? 668 00:50:56,833 --> 00:50:58,125 Yes, Mom. 669 00:51:21,542 --> 00:51:22,542 Fathan. 670 00:51:26,292 --> 00:51:28,458 Is this how you protect our family? 671 00:51:29,667 --> 00:51:33,375 You let Aqilla pick up Baskara from school. 672 00:51:35,208 --> 00:51:38,875 Is my request too much for you? 673 00:51:38,958 --> 00:51:41,708 You asked me too protect this family, 674 00:51:41,792 --> 00:51:45,542 but perhaps this is how Aqilla protects Baskara. 675 00:51:45,625 --> 00:51:48,292 She doesn't just want to protect him. 676 00:51:48,375 --> 00:51:50,667 She wants to take him away! 677 00:51:52,250 --> 00:51:54,500 Which side are you on? 678 00:51:55,250 --> 00:51:57,542 We should be on the same vessel 679 00:51:57,625 --> 00:52:00,583 and work together to keep it from sinking. 680 00:52:02,500 --> 00:52:04,875 Do you want to lose Baskara? 681 00:52:04,958 --> 00:52:06,333 We've lost Arif… 682 00:52:06,417 --> 00:52:09,500 I'm on our family's side! 683 00:52:09,583 --> 00:52:12,625 I don't want us to turn a blind eye 684 00:52:12,708 --> 00:52:13,948 and take away someone's rights. 685 00:52:14,417 --> 00:52:17,583 You're talking about rights? 686 00:52:18,375 --> 00:52:20,250 Can't you see me? 687 00:52:20,833 --> 00:52:23,833 Don't you think I deserve to be a mom? 688 00:52:24,417 --> 00:52:26,375 I work all day long. 689 00:52:26,458 --> 00:52:29,292 Who do you think I work so hard for? 690 00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:32,958 It's for this family and Baskara! 691 00:52:36,625 --> 00:52:38,042 Yumna. 692 00:52:38,125 --> 00:52:39,833 One day, 693 00:52:39,917 --> 00:52:43,458 we must accept the fact that Baskara will grow up 694 00:52:43,542 --> 00:52:44,917 and he gets to choose 695 00:52:45,667 --> 00:52:48,750 between this family or Aqilla, 696 00:52:49,792 --> 00:52:51,167 his birth mother. 697 00:53:04,333 --> 00:53:06,417 Arif named him Baskara. 698 00:53:08,375 --> 00:53:10,125 It means "ray of light". 699 00:53:13,375 --> 00:53:14,875 If he leaves, 700 00:53:17,292 --> 00:53:20,125 this house will no longer have light. 701 00:53:26,833 --> 00:53:27,958 Hop on. 702 00:53:32,750 --> 00:53:33,875 - Ready? - Yeah. 703 00:53:34,375 --> 00:53:37,083 - Bye. - Bye! 704 00:53:43,000 --> 00:53:44,000 Mom. 705 00:53:44,917 --> 00:53:47,708 Where are you going this early? 706 00:53:47,792 --> 00:53:50,042 You look handsome. 707 00:53:51,000 --> 00:53:52,000 And smell so good. 708 00:53:52,083 --> 00:53:53,750 Hush! 709 00:53:53,833 --> 00:53:57,000 I'm going to the bank to take care of mortgage arrears. 710 00:53:57,917 --> 00:53:59,417 Thank God. 711 00:53:59,500 --> 00:54:04,333 Thank you for helping out our family. 712 00:54:05,958 --> 00:54:06,958 Anytime. 713 00:54:07,542 --> 00:54:11,583 Can I ask you to pick up Baskara at school? 714 00:54:11,667 --> 00:54:14,500 - What time? - One o'clock, as usual. 715 00:54:15,917 --> 00:54:19,625 Mbok Tun, we must leave at 12 to pick up Baskara. 716 00:54:19,708 --> 00:54:21,542 Aye aye, Ma'am. 717 00:54:23,333 --> 00:54:24,333 Okay. 718 00:54:25,625 --> 00:54:28,375 - I'm off. - Take care, Son. 719 00:54:29,667 --> 00:54:30,667 Bye. 720 00:54:48,333 --> 00:54:49,333 Hello? 721 00:54:50,208 --> 00:54:54,375 It's 2 PM. Why didn't anyone pick up Baskara? 722 00:54:54,458 --> 00:54:57,458 I called Fathan but he didn't answer. 723 00:54:58,000 --> 00:55:01,250 Oh no, I overslept! 724 00:55:01,333 --> 00:55:04,750 Fathan asked me to pick up Baskara. 725 00:55:04,833 --> 00:55:07,750 - I'll go get ready. - No, it's okay. 726 00:55:07,833 --> 00:55:10,750 I'll go pick him up. 727 00:55:10,833 --> 00:55:11,833 Okay? 728 00:55:16,375 --> 00:55:19,958 Can you watch my shop? I'm picking up my son. 729 00:55:20,042 --> 00:55:22,583 - Of course. Be careful! - Thank you. 730 00:55:23,333 --> 00:55:25,417 Which one do you want? 731 00:55:25,500 --> 00:55:29,542 Yes, I'm on my way. Please tell him to wait. 732 00:55:29,625 --> 00:55:30,708 Thank you, Miss. 733 00:55:31,750 --> 00:55:35,333 - He's been waiting for you. - Yes. 734 00:55:35,417 --> 00:55:37,208 - Thank you so much. - Of course. 735 00:55:37,292 --> 00:55:40,750 - What took you so long? - I'm sorry, sweetheart. 736 00:55:40,833 --> 00:55:42,375 Okay, hop on. 737 00:55:42,875 --> 00:55:46,208 - Thank you, Miss. - You're welcome. Bye, Baskara! 738 00:55:47,708 --> 00:55:48,958 - Ready? - Yeah! 739 00:55:53,833 --> 00:55:55,583 I'm here with Amel. 740 00:55:55,667 --> 00:55:59,917 We'll go through some pointers from Miss Dita. 741 00:56:00,000 --> 00:56:02,042 Shall we start now? 742 00:56:07,250 --> 00:56:09,500 - Hold up. - I'm sorry, Aqilla. 743 00:56:09,583 --> 00:56:12,792 I think you're not serious with this project. 744 00:56:12,875 --> 00:56:16,417 Let me take this call. I'm afraid it's urgent. 745 00:56:18,333 --> 00:56:19,917 Fathan, what's up? 746 00:56:23,875 --> 00:56:25,375 Oh, no. 747 00:56:26,292 --> 00:56:27,667 Which hospital? 748 00:56:29,292 --> 00:56:30,667 What's happening? 749 00:56:30,750 --> 00:56:32,083 Okay, okay. 750 00:56:33,125 --> 00:56:34,125 What's up, Aqilla? 751 00:56:34,167 --> 00:56:36,792 Yumna and Baskara got into motorbike accident. 752 00:56:36,875 --> 00:56:38,500 I must go to the hospital. 753 00:56:40,875 --> 00:56:44,125 I'm getting chills. Are you serious? 754 00:56:45,208 --> 00:56:46,417 Okay, Aqilla. 755 00:56:48,917 --> 00:56:51,208 Why didn't he pick up? 756 00:56:53,875 --> 00:56:56,292 - Nurse. - Can I help you? 757 00:56:56,375 --> 00:57:00,167 A boy and his mom on a bike accident, where are they? 758 00:57:00,250 --> 00:57:03,708 We took them to the morgue five minutes ago. 759 00:57:03,792 --> 00:57:04,792 Excuse me. 760 00:57:31,375 --> 00:57:32,417 Bas… 761 00:57:35,125 --> 00:57:36,750 Baskara… 762 00:57:54,750 --> 00:57:55,917 Bas… 763 00:57:58,208 --> 00:57:59,625 I'm so sorry… 764 00:58:01,208 --> 00:58:02,333 Miss Aqilla! 765 00:58:28,667 --> 00:58:30,542 Baskara, are you okay? 766 00:58:30,625 --> 00:58:32,125 Did you get hurt? 767 00:58:32,708 --> 00:58:35,000 Just a little scrape. 768 00:58:35,083 --> 00:58:39,708 Our bike was hit by a car. 769 00:58:54,208 --> 00:58:55,292 Bas… 770 00:58:59,208 --> 00:59:00,250 Bas… 771 00:59:07,208 --> 00:59:08,417 Yumna. 772 00:59:08,500 --> 00:59:09,500 If I may, 773 00:59:09,583 --> 00:59:13,208 - I want to take Baskara out this weekend. - Okay, Bas. 774 00:59:16,417 --> 00:59:21,000 I want to go! Can I go with Miss Aqilla? 775 00:59:23,250 --> 00:59:24,583 Can I? 776 00:59:28,583 --> 00:59:30,375 Uncle Fathan will come along. 777 00:59:31,500 --> 00:59:33,792 Thanks, pretty Mama! 778 00:59:39,333 --> 00:59:41,375 Baskara? 779 00:59:41,458 --> 00:59:42,917 Are you okay? 780 00:59:43,000 --> 00:59:44,208 I'm okay, Grandma. 781 00:59:45,000 --> 00:59:47,917 It's just a little scrape here and there. 782 00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:50,000 Mbok Tun, go change his clothes. 783 00:59:50,083 --> 00:59:51,875 Yes. Come on. 784 00:59:51,958 --> 00:59:54,583 - Yumna, are you okay? - Yes, Mother. 785 00:59:56,333 --> 00:59:57,333 Are you coming in? 786 00:59:57,917 --> 00:59:59,250 No, I'm going home. 787 01:00:04,542 --> 01:00:06,167 Excuse me, Yumna. 788 01:00:06,250 --> 01:00:07,250 Aqilla. 789 01:00:09,458 --> 01:00:10,458 Please… 790 01:00:12,417 --> 01:00:15,333 Keep the secret about Baskara between us. 791 01:00:20,667 --> 01:00:21,750 Of course. 792 01:00:22,250 --> 01:00:24,292 - Peace be upon you. - And upon you. 793 01:00:51,167 --> 01:00:52,375 Oh, wow! 794 01:00:55,292 --> 01:00:56,667 Uncle Fathan! 795 01:00:56,750 --> 01:00:59,208 Uncle Fathan! Miss Aqilla! 796 01:01:07,417 --> 01:01:11,292 LAKE SARANGAN 797 01:01:25,458 --> 01:01:26,500 - Bas. - Yes? 798 01:01:26,583 --> 01:01:29,958 - Look at the stars! - Oh, right! 799 01:01:30,708 --> 01:01:32,542 - Beautiful, aren't they? - Yeah! 800 01:01:36,458 --> 01:01:38,208 - Miss. - Yes? 801 01:01:39,500 --> 01:01:44,500 Remember when I wanted to come with you to Jakarta? 802 01:01:47,208 --> 01:01:48,208 Yes. 803 01:01:50,750 --> 01:01:54,000 Who do you live with in Jakarta? 804 01:02:03,667 --> 01:02:05,208 I live alone. 805 01:02:06,708 --> 01:02:08,208 You're alone? 806 01:02:11,292 --> 01:02:13,458 You don't have parents? 807 01:02:15,792 --> 01:02:17,208 I did. 808 01:02:22,250 --> 01:02:25,208 But my parents have died. 809 01:02:31,292 --> 01:02:34,500 My mom had my dad. 810 01:02:35,167 --> 01:02:36,417 What about you? 811 01:02:41,542 --> 01:02:42,625 Me… 812 01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:46,958 I had Arfan. 813 01:02:55,750 --> 01:02:57,125 He was so handsome. 814 01:03:03,542 --> 01:03:07,333 I love him so much. 815 01:03:13,417 --> 01:03:16,250 But he's long gone too. 816 01:03:17,083 --> 01:03:22,208 Do you and Arfan have kids? 817 01:03:53,375 --> 01:03:55,042 I'm sorry. 818 01:03:55,958 --> 01:04:00,333 I've made you sad. 819 01:04:11,042 --> 01:04:12,042 It's okay. 820 01:04:23,542 --> 01:04:24,542 Miss. 821 01:04:25,208 --> 01:04:26,208 Yes? 822 01:04:27,542 --> 01:04:30,000 I have one more question. 823 01:04:31,542 --> 01:04:33,042 What is it? 824 01:04:33,125 --> 01:04:35,458 But please don't get mad. 825 01:04:37,292 --> 01:04:38,667 What is it? 826 01:04:39,500 --> 01:04:41,125 I'm curious. 827 01:04:42,833 --> 01:04:44,958 You and my parents, 828 01:04:45,792 --> 01:04:48,458 are you related or something? 829 01:04:49,417 --> 01:04:50,917 I don't understand. 830 01:04:52,167 --> 01:04:55,375 And why do you care for me so much? 831 01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:01,000 Bas… 832 01:05:13,375 --> 01:05:16,375 I love you so much. 833 01:05:21,667 --> 01:05:24,417 When I look at your face, 834 01:05:27,917 --> 01:05:31,583 it reminds me of Arfan. 835 01:05:38,375 --> 01:05:40,833 He was so handsome 836 01:05:42,625 --> 01:05:43,750 and so kind. 837 01:05:45,833 --> 01:05:47,750 Just like you. 838 01:06:02,958 --> 01:06:05,042 I just wish 839 01:06:06,292 --> 01:06:08,125 I could divide myself in two. 840 01:06:10,250 --> 01:06:13,667 Half to stay with my mom here 841 01:06:15,000 --> 01:06:17,333 and the other half 842 01:06:18,125 --> 01:06:20,542 to come with you to Jakarta 843 01:06:21,250 --> 01:06:23,708 so you wouldn't be alone anymore. 844 01:06:47,208 --> 01:06:48,792 Thank you. 845 01:06:55,417 --> 01:06:58,875 I'm so happy to hear that. 846 01:06:58,958 --> 01:07:01,750 I'm so happy. 847 01:07:02,792 --> 01:07:04,250 Thank you. 848 01:07:28,125 --> 01:07:29,875 I love you, Miss Aqilla! 849 01:07:48,042 --> 01:07:49,667 So what's your plan? 850 01:07:51,208 --> 01:07:52,333 No idea. 851 01:07:53,208 --> 01:07:54,250 What about you? 852 01:07:55,708 --> 01:07:57,708 I'm returning to Kalimantan next week. 853 01:07:58,458 --> 01:08:02,458 In Banjarese language, "Hauli gawianku." 854 01:08:02,542 --> 01:08:06,417 I'm sorry, what? 855 01:08:06,500 --> 01:08:08,708 It means "back to work." 856 01:08:10,375 --> 01:08:13,875 Next year, I'll return to Solo for good. 857 01:08:16,250 --> 01:08:19,542 I want to spend more time with my family. 858 01:08:20,208 --> 01:08:21,417 Especially my mother. 859 01:08:22,958 --> 01:08:27,000 I don't want to die with regrets someday. 860 01:08:28,042 --> 01:08:29,417 Regrets for what? 861 01:08:30,875 --> 01:08:33,667 For not spending time with family, 862 01:08:34,333 --> 01:08:37,417 and how I can be happier than today. 863 01:08:40,833 --> 01:08:43,667 I don't want that either. 864 01:08:46,042 --> 01:08:50,583 All this time, I've been working nonstop 865 01:08:51,250 --> 01:08:53,625 as if I'm chasing something 866 01:08:55,000 --> 01:08:57,458 while my one and only dream 867 01:08:58,208 --> 01:09:00,208 is to be close to Baskara. 868 01:09:02,833 --> 01:09:04,542 So we're both the same. 869 01:09:06,583 --> 01:09:08,750 We're afraid of dying with regrets. 870 01:09:14,375 --> 01:09:15,625 The way I see it, 871 01:09:16,917 --> 01:09:19,792 Baskara is lucky to have you as his mom. 872 01:09:22,250 --> 01:09:25,250 I see your sacrifices for him. 873 01:09:27,833 --> 01:09:28,833 Fathan. 874 01:09:30,125 --> 01:09:31,417 Be honest. 875 01:09:32,375 --> 01:09:36,208 Why do I feel like you're on my side? 876 01:09:41,958 --> 01:09:44,333 Because I see myself in Baskara. 877 01:09:46,333 --> 01:09:49,792 Baskara has two mothers and lost his father. 878 01:09:50,583 --> 01:09:51,708 Just like me. 879 01:09:53,250 --> 01:09:55,958 I have a mother and a stepmother. 880 01:09:57,000 --> 01:09:58,250 My dad got remarried. 881 01:10:00,542 --> 01:10:02,292 After a while, 882 01:10:03,958 --> 01:10:06,083 fate brought me back to my birth mom. 883 01:10:08,375 --> 01:10:09,375 So, 884 01:10:10,250 --> 01:10:14,125 however complicated it is, I believe 885 01:10:15,042 --> 01:10:16,958 that Baskara will return to you. 886 01:10:19,792 --> 01:10:23,542 Baskara, wanna ride on a plane together? 887 01:10:23,625 --> 01:10:25,167 Of course! 888 01:10:25,250 --> 01:10:26,750 The three of us can go together. 889 01:10:26,833 --> 01:10:27,833 Yeah. 890 01:10:28,667 --> 01:10:30,042 - Peace be upon you. - Grandma! 891 01:10:32,208 --> 01:10:34,667 - Thank you for taking Baskara out. - Mbok. 892 01:10:34,750 --> 01:10:36,333 Anytime. 893 01:10:36,417 --> 01:10:38,875 Well, I'm leaving now. 894 01:10:38,958 --> 01:10:40,792 - Peace be upon you. - And you too. 895 01:10:40,875 --> 01:10:43,917 - You're not staying? - No, but thank you! 896 01:10:44,000 --> 01:10:45,000 Okay, take care. 897 01:10:49,458 --> 01:10:50,458 Fathan. 898 01:10:52,083 --> 01:10:55,333 - What is it? - I should be asking you. 899 01:10:55,833 --> 01:10:58,792 How is this house certificate back here? 900 01:10:58,875 --> 01:11:00,750 Where did you get the money? 901 01:11:00,833 --> 01:11:01,958 Yumna. 902 01:11:02,708 --> 01:11:05,750 - Aqilla paid it off. - Then give it to her. 903 01:11:05,833 --> 01:11:08,000 Tell her I'll pay her back. 904 01:11:08,583 --> 01:11:11,083 But she helped us willingly. 905 01:11:11,167 --> 01:11:12,958 I don't need her help! 906 01:11:13,042 --> 01:11:14,083 Yumna. 907 01:11:16,208 --> 01:11:18,125 Please accept my help. 908 01:11:18,875 --> 01:11:22,292 This is for Baskara and no one else. 909 01:11:22,375 --> 01:11:26,833 This is so you can focus more on raising Baskara. 910 01:11:26,917 --> 01:11:29,292 I can do it myself. 911 01:11:29,917 --> 01:11:33,667 What do you want to prove to us? 912 01:11:33,750 --> 01:11:35,958 - What do you mean? - You know. 913 01:11:36,042 --> 01:11:38,500 You want to show that you're his real mom 914 01:11:38,583 --> 01:11:41,500 and you want to bribe us to give him up, right? 915 01:11:42,083 --> 01:11:43,500 Oh my God, Yumna! 916 01:11:43,583 --> 01:11:46,792 Yumna, Aqilla, let's talk nicely. 917 01:11:47,625 --> 01:11:51,167 Yumna. How can I be calm about this? 918 01:11:51,250 --> 01:11:53,708 If you failed to pay the mortgage, 919 01:11:53,792 --> 01:11:56,375 then where would you live? 920 01:11:57,167 --> 01:11:58,167 Yumna. 921 01:11:59,292 --> 01:12:02,750 Remember when you both got in a bike accident? 922 01:12:03,250 --> 01:12:06,833 Baskara's father died in a motorbike crash. 923 01:12:06,917 --> 01:12:09,333 So what do you want me to do? 924 01:12:09,417 --> 01:12:10,708 You know very well 925 01:12:10,792 --> 01:12:16,167 as a single mother and breadwinner, I work so hard for this family! 926 01:12:16,250 --> 01:12:18,833 - Yumna… - Just accept my help. 927 01:12:18,917 --> 01:12:20,917 I don't want to owe you. 928 01:12:21,625 --> 01:12:22,750 Calm down. 929 01:12:22,833 --> 01:12:24,917 Mom! Miss Aqilla! 930 01:12:26,042 --> 01:12:29,750 - So all this time, I'm not your son? - Bas… 931 01:12:29,833 --> 01:12:32,542 You've been lying to me? 932 01:12:33,042 --> 01:12:34,833 Bas, that's not… 933 01:12:35,458 --> 01:12:37,333 You're a liar! 934 01:12:38,292 --> 01:12:39,292 Bas… 935 01:12:39,333 --> 01:12:40,333 Baskara! 936 01:12:41,792 --> 01:12:42,667 Bas! 937 01:12:42,750 --> 01:12:43,917 Baskara! 938 01:12:46,708 --> 01:12:47,542 Baskara! 939 01:12:47,625 --> 01:12:49,708 Bas, open the door! 940 01:12:49,792 --> 01:12:52,750 Please, let me explain. 941 01:12:54,875 --> 01:12:56,042 Bas? 942 01:12:57,917 --> 01:13:00,875 Yumna is your only mother. 943 01:13:00,958 --> 01:13:03,958 - Lie! - Please open the door. 944 01:13:05,000 --> 01:13:06,458 Bas… 945 01:13:06,542 --> 01:13:08,375 You've thrown me away! 946 01:13:09,708 --> 01:13:14,625 No, I've never thrown you away. 947 01:13:14,708 --> 01:13:15,875 Liar! 948 01:13:16,583 --> 01:13:17,583 Bas… 949 01:13:18,792 --> 01:13:21,208 Honey, please open the door. 950 01:13:22,375 --> 01:13:26,208 - Please open it. - I hate both of you! 951 01:13:28,750 --> 01:13:32,625 - Aqilla, I think you should go. - Go away! 952 01:13:35,792 --> 01:13:37,083 Go away! 953 01:13:50,208 --> 01:13:51,542 Bas… 954 01:13:54,792 --> 01:13:56,417 I'm not opening the door! 955 01:14:48,833 --> 01:14:49,958 Bas… 956 01:14:52,000 --> 01:14:55,208 Please don't leave me. 957 01:15:46,667 --> 01:15:48,542 Arif, please forgive me. 958 01:15:52,333 --> 01:15:55,125 I've failed to keep my promise. 959 01:16:00,792 --> 01:16:04,333 What do I do without you? 960 01:16:10,625 --> 01:16:13,000 Please give me a sign 961 01:16:13,750 --> 01:16:16,333 to show that I'm not alone. 962 01:16:22,667 --> 01:16:27,083 I can't do this without you. 963 01:16:29,792 --> 01:16:32,417 I need you so much. 964 01:16:36,792 --> 01:16:40,000 I need you… 965 01:16:43,875 --> 01:16:44,958 Bas? 966 01:16:46,125 --> 01:16:47,250 Bas. 967 01:16:48,458 --> 01:16:50,958 It's Grandma. Please open up. 968 01:16:51,042 --> 01:16:52,792 - Yes, Grandma. - Bas? 969 01:17:11,917 --> 01:17:13,250 Grandma. 970 01:17:13,333 --> 01:17:16,542 Who are my real parents? 971 01:17:20,667 --> 01:17:21,667 Bas… 972 01:17:24,417 --> 01:17:26,417 You are Yumna's 973 01:17:27,625 --> 01:17:29,375 and Miss Aqilla's son. 974 01:17:31,875 --> 01:17:33,625 You should be grateful 975 01:17:34,417 --> 01:17:36,292 for having two mothers. 976 01:17:37,542 --> 01:17:39,875 Don't be mad at them. 977 01:17:41,833 --> 01:17:45,625 When you grow up, 978 01:17:47,333 --> 01:17:49,667 you'll understand everything. 979 01:18:09,292 --> 01:18:12,250 Miss, would you like buy this? 980 01:18:14,125 --> 01:18:15,833 BATIK MURNI - WE HAVE BATIKS FROM SOLO 981 01:18:20,625 --> 01:18:21,625 Yumna. 982 01:18:34,083 --> 01:18:35,125 What do you want? 983 01:18:36,167 --> 01:18:39,042 Can you please talk to Baskara? 984 01:18:40,250 --> 01:18:42,583 Isn't this what you've been waiting for? 985 01:18:43,333 --> 01:18:45,042 He finally knows. 986 01:18:47,250 --> 01:18:51,667 But it hurts seeing him finding out this way 987 01:18:52,333 --> 01:18:54,000 and now he's rejecting me. 988 01:18:56,417 --> 01:18:59,542 You're hurt because he's rejecting you? 989 01:19:00,167 --> 01:19:03,375 Do you ever think about my feelings at all? 990 01:19:03,958 --> 01:19:06,167 That's not what I mean. 991 01:19:06,250 --> 01:19:08,375 None of this would have happened 992 01:19:08,458 --> 01:19:12,333 if you listened to me back at the hospital. 993 01:19:13,250 --> 01:19:15,167 You should've returned to Jakarta. 994 01:19:15,667 --> 01:19:19,125 Let me deal with my family alone. 995 01:19:21,667 --> 01:19:22,667 Yumna. 996 01:19:24,917 --> 01:19:27,583 I've been sharing with you willingly. 997 01:19:28,667 --> 01:19:31,375 I'm fine with letting you take Baskara away from me 998 01:19:31,458 --> 01:19:35,167 even though he's the only light I've got. 999 01:19:37,042 --> 01:19:41,792 But why don't you want to share your troubles with me? 1000 01:19:41,875 --> 01:19:46,000 Why are you refusing my help? 1001 01:19:48,292 --> 01:19:50,875 No matter how much you help, 1002 01:19:52,083 --> 01:19:54,750 it means nothing if it hurts Baskara. 1003 01:19:57,375 --> 01:19:58,375 Listen. 1004 01:19:59,042 --> 01:20:01,917 When you came to us three years ago, 1005 01:20:02,000 --> 01:20:06,417 Arif and I planned to tell him about his real mother 1006 01:20:07,792 --> 01:20:10,000 but later, when he's an adult. 1007 01:20:10,667 --> 01:20:11,917 Not now. 1008 01:20:12,000 --> 01:20:15,417 I know, but it's out of our control. 1009 01:20:16,958 --> 01:20:19,750 We're both at fault here. 1010 01:20:20,417 --> 01:20:24,167 You're the one who brought up about the house certificate. 1011 01:20:25,167 --> 01:20:29,000 Arif as the head of the family has gone. 1012 01:20:30,167 --> 01:20:34,458 In this situation, why are you still refusing my help? 1013 01:20:35,625 --> 01:20:37,625 I'm just a lowly merchant. 1014 01:20:38,667 --> 01:20:41,458 It's nothing compared to your fortune. 1015 01:20:42,917 --> 01:20:44,917 But don't you dare insult me. 1016 01:20:45,792 --> 01:20:49,375 I can raise Baskara just fine! 1017 01:20:51,292 --> 01:20:54,292 You should go back to Jakarta 1018 01:20:54,958 --> 01:20:57,667 and let us live in peace here. 1019 01:20:57,750 --> 01:21:01,542 Yumna, I never mean to insult you. 1020 01:21:02,167 --> 01:21:04,875 All works are noble. 1021 01:21:05,833 --> 01:21:07,833 I appreciate everything. 1022 01:21:07,917 --> 01:21:12,750 But everything we do is for Baskara. 1023 01:21:12,833 --> 01:21:17,833 I'm here to share with you all my troubles 1024 01:21:18,583 --> 01:21:20,125 and my struggles. 1025 01:21:20,208 --> 01:21:23,792 Why can't you do the same with me? 1026 01:21:24,500 --> 01:21:26,208 I want you to. 1027 01:21:32,667 --> 01:21:33,792 Yumna. 1028 01:21:36,292 --> 01:21:38,167 If I wanted to take him away, 1029 01:21:38,250 --> 01:21:42,208 I'd call my lawyer and take DNA tests. 1030 01:21:43,750 --> 01:21:46,083 But I didn't. 1031 01:21:58,333 --> 01:22:00,458 I'm returning to Jakarta tomorrow. 1032 01:22:03,833 --> 01:22:07,917 If you may, please tell Baskara everything 1033 01:22:09,708 --> 01:22:12,292 and tell me how it goes. 1034 01:22:19,125 --> 01:22:20,708 Please forgive me. 1035 01:22:21,458 --> 01:22:24,708 - Peace be upon you. - And upon you. 1036 01:23:06,875 --> 01:23:07,875 Bas. 1037 01:23:11,708 --> 01:23:12,917 Do you remember 1038 01:23:15,000 --> 01:23:16,542 when I told you 1039 01:23:17,375 --> 01:23:20,375 that you were also Aqilla's son? 1040 01:23:21,458 --> 01:23:23,292 Yeah, I remember. 1041 01:23:26,750 --> 01:23:28,208 Actually… 1042 01:23:29,417 --> 01:23:31,542 I didn't want to tell you yet 1043 01:23:33,792 --> 01:23:35,583 since you were just a kid. 1044 01:23:41,333 --> 01:23:42,792 The plan was 1045 01:23:44,000 --> 01:23:45,458 your Dad and I 1046 01:23:46,750 --> 01:23:50,167 would tell you when you turned 18. 1047 01:23:58,417 --> 01:23:59,417 Bas. 1048 01:24:01,667 --> 01:24:02,917 Here… 1049 01:24:06,167 --> 01:24:09,000 You have Aqilla's flesh and blood. 1050 01:24:19,125 --> 01:24:22,000 She carried you for nine months. 1051 01:24:27,875 --> 01:24:31,792 She put her life at risk to give birth to you. 1052 01:24:37,917 --> 01:24:40,500 So please don't hate her, okay? 1053 01:24:42,083 --> 01:24:44,417 If I'm Miss Aqilla's son, 1054 01:24:44,500 --> 01:24:46,792 why am I here with you? 1055 01:24:53,542 --> 01:24:56,333 We were asked to take care of you. 1056 01:24:59,333 --> 01:25:01,625 But Aqilla never knew. 1057 01:25:07,167 --> 01:25:09,958 She always looked for you. 1058 01:25:12,917 --> 01:25:14,292 Until finally, 1059 01:25:17,250 --> 01:25:19,625 she found you here in Solo 1060 01:25:21,500 --> 01:25:23,125 with Mom and Dad. 1061 01:25:26,333 --> 01:25:27,333 Bas… 1062 01:25:35,250 --> 01:25:38,417 You are her biological son. 1063 01:25:43,750 --> 01:25:44,833 Sweetheart. 1064 01:25:50,458 --> 01:25:54,375 She's been waiting for you for ten years. 1065 01:25:58,750 --> 01:26:01,125 She's all alone in Jakarta. 1066 01:26:07,750 --> 01:26:10,458 Will you go there with her? 1067 01:26:15,125 --> 01:26:17,333 I only ask for one thing. 1068 01:26:21,750 --> 01:26:23,167 When you're there, 1069 01:26:25,667 --> 01:26:27,667 please don't forget about me. 1070 01:26:30,292 --> 01:26:32,042 Don't forget about Grandma, 1071 01:26:33,292 --> 01:26:34,417 and Mbok Tun. 1072 01:26:41,292 --> 01:26:44,292 And don't forget to pray for Dad. 1073 01:26:50,958 --> 01:26:54,500 Although you're not my real mom, 1074 01:26:54,583 --> 01:26:57,208 I still love and care for you. 1075 01:27:12,875 --> 01:27:15,125 I love you so much. 1076 01:27:28,958 --> 01:27:30,667 Baskara is leaving for Jakarta? 1077 01:27:34,542 --> 01:27:35,542 Yes. 1078 01:27:39,125 --> 01:27:42,333 He'll have a better life there. 1079 01:27:46,333 --> 01:27:49,042 I need to take care of things here. 1080 01:27:55,167 --> 01:27:56,417 Are you okay? 1081 01:28:04,250 --> 01:28:05,583 God is willing, Mother. 1082 01:28:09,958 --> 01:28:11,792 Please pray for me. 1083 01:28:16,208 --> 01:28:18,667 God entrusted us with Baskara. 1084 01:28:20,917 --> 01:28:23,042 But he's not meant to be owned. 1085 01:28:26,250 --> 01:28:28,625 His name means "light". 1086 01:28:32,542 --> 01:28:33,792 Light is to be shared. 1087 01:28:33,875 --> 01:28:39,625 What can I give to my Mama 1088 01:28:39,708 --> 01:28:46,208 My dearly beloved Mama? 1089 01:28:46,292 --> 01:28:52,167 I don't have something precious 1090 01:28:52,250 --> 01:28:58,292 For my dearest Mama 1091 01:28:58,375 --> 01:29:04,542 All I can do is sing 1092 01:29:04,625 --> 01:29:10,250 A song from my heart for Mama 1093 01:29:10,333 --> 01:29:16,542 It's just a simple song 1094 01:29:16,625 --> 01:29:21,750 My love song for Mama 1095 01:30:26,583 --> 01:30:27,708 Miss! 1096 01:30:34,750 --> 01:30:35,792 Bas… 1097 01:30:38,292 --> 01:30:41,333 Mama Aqilla. 1098 01:30:42,833 --> 01:30:44,750 Please forgive me. 1099 01:30:46,292 --> 01:30:49,042 You are also my mother. 1100 01:30:49,875 --> 01:30:50,875 Bas. 1101 01:31:04,375 --> 01:31:05,375 Bas. 1102 01:31:08,083 --> 01:31:12,417 You're Arfan's and my son. 1103 01:31:29,333 --> 01:31:32,417 Thank you, Baskara, for accepting me. 1104 01:31:34,500 --> 01:31:39,583 This is the happiest day of my life. 1105 01:31:43,458 --> 01:31:45,375 Forgive me, Baskara. 1106 01:31:47,000 --> 01:31:49,750 I didn't tell you anything. 1107 01:31:54,167 --> 01:31:55,333 Bas… 1108 01:31:58,958 --> 01:32:01,375 Please take care of yourself. 1109 01:32:04,667 --> 01:32:06,833 Take care of Yumna. 1110 01:32:15,625 --> 01:32:18,000 I'm leaving now, okay? 1111 01:32:19,750 --> 01:32:22,333 But Mom told me 1112 01:32:23,000 --> 01:32:26,375 to go with you to Jakarta. 1113 01:32:33,750 --> 01:32:36,542 Yes, she told us herself 1114 01:32:36,625 --> 01:32:37,875 and she's made the decision. 1115 01:32:41,167 --> 01:32:42,917 You're coming with me? 1116 01:32:43,000 --> 01:32:44,625 Yes, Mom. 1117 01:33:15,750 --> 01:33:16,792 Yumna. 1118 01:33:17,917 --> 01:33:19,750 Are you sure? 1119 01:33:22,542 --> 01:33:25,000 You've just lost Arif. 1120 01:33:27,792 --> 01:33:32,333 Is it the right time for Baskara to leave? 1121 01:33:34,208 --> 01:33:36,167 What about you? 1122 01:33:39,375 --> 01:33:41,833 I want to give him time 1123 01:33:43,833 --> 01:33:45,500 to know you better. 1124 01:33:47,917 --> 01:33:49,208 I'm sure 1125 01:33:51,208 --> 01:33:53,542 this is the best decision for us. 1126 01:33:56,625 --> 01:33:57,917 Yumna. 1127 01:34:11,208 --> 01:34:12,583 Take care, Bas. 1128 01:34:12,667 --> 01:34:15,542 You must be happy to have two moms, like me! 1129 01:34:15,625 --> 01:34:17,583 One in Solo, one in Kalimantan. 1130 01:34:17,667 --> 01:34:19,375 You'll get double pocket money. 1131 01:34:24,750 --> 01:34:25,958 Bas. 1132 01:34:26,958 --> 01:34:32,167 For these past ten years, you've given the best time 1133 01:34:32,250 --> 01:34:33,375 to Mom, 1134 01:34:34,208 --> 01:34:37,167 Dad, and me. 1135 01:34:37,250 --> 01:34:40,375 To me as well. 1136 01:34:40,458 --> 01:34:42,167 Dad is gone. 1137 01:34:42,792 --> 01:34:44,875 Now you're leaving too. 1138 01:34:46,875 --> 01:34:48,375 I'll miss you so much. 1139 01:34:50,667 --> 01:34:53,083 This house will feel empty. 1140 01:34:55,042 --> 01:34:58,583 Call me when you're lonely, Grandma. 1141 01:35:05,917 --> 01:35:08,917 Of course I will. 1142 01:35:12,750 --> 01:35:14,875 I'll always be your grandson. 1143 01:35:18,167 --> 01:35:19,458 Honey… 1144 01:35:19,542 --> 01:35:23,417 You and Dad will always be my parents. 1145 01:35:35,417 --> 01:35:36,542 Bas. 1146 01:35:40,708 --> 01:35:43,875 Take care of yourself in Jakarta, okay? 1147 01:35:46,542 --> 01:35:49,792 My love and prayers will always be with you. 1148 01:35:54,542 --> 01:35:55,875 I love you, Mom. 1149 01:36:12,542 --> 01:36:13,708 It's time. 1150 01:36:53,583 --> 01:36:55,042 Take care. 1151 01:36:55,917 --> 01:36:56,958 Yes, Mom. 1152 01:38:24,292 --> 01:38:25,833 Bas… 1153 01:39:12,083 --> 01:39:13,250 Bas… 1154 01:39:36,042 --> 01:39:39,208 What's not fated for us, 1155 01:39:39,292 --> 01:39:41,500 no matter how complicated it is, 1156 01:39:42,125 --> 01:39:45,750 will find their way back home. 1157 01:39:56,000 --> 01:39:58,500 This house never feels the same. 1158 01:40:00,083 --> 01:40:02,125 There is no more light. 1159 01:40:03,458 --> 01:40:05,708 There is no more sound. 1160 01:40:07,083 --> 01:40:09,417 Like a house without a soul. 1161 01:40:11,458 --> 01:40:13,917 But I've got to live. 1162 01:40:15,667 --> 01:40:17,792 I can't stay selfish. 1163 01:40:18,667 --> 01:40:23,458 I must let you soar high and create a new story 1164 01:40:25,667 --> 01:40:28,000 together with Aqilla, 1165 01:40:29,125 --> 01:40:31,125 your biological mother. 1166 01:40:33,000 --> 01:40:34,042 Baskara… 1167 01:40:35,208 --> 01:40:37,750 I love you very much. 1168 01:40:39,250 --> 01:40:42,333 I'll always love you forever. 1169 01:40:43,583 --> 01:40:47,875 My prayers will always reach the sky 1170 01:40:48,958 --> 01:40:51,250 and be wherever you are. 1171 01:40:51,917 --> 01:40:54,333 Dad drew this? 1172 01:40:54,875 --> 01:40:56,917 Yes! Good, isn't it? 1173 01:40:59,583 --> 01:41:02,958 Arfan and I went to the same college. 1174 01:41:04,458 --> 01:41:07,375 He was a great painter. 1175 01:41:13,875 --> 01:41:15,292 He's handsome, isn't he? 1176 01:41:15,875 --> 01:41:16,875 He is. 1177 01:41:17,667 --> 01:41:19,375 Just like you, Baskara. 1178 01:41:24,167 --> 01:41:25,792 Are you happy here? 1179 01:41:26,542 --> 01:41:27,542 I'm happy. 1180 01:42:01,292 --> 01:42:04,458 ANDRE WASN'T EVEN FIVE MONTHS OLD WHEN HE WAS ADOPTED. 1181 01:42:04,542 --> 01:42:08,000 I'm happy and I don't mind being adopted. 1182 01:42:08,083 --> 01:42:11,625 I'm just curious about my background. 1183 01:42:11,708 --> 01:42:16,583 ANDRE FLEW FROM THE NETHERLANDS… 1184 01:42:16,667 --> 01:42:19,518 NOT INSPIRED BY ANY FILM, SIMPLY DEPICTS A REAL-LIFE EXPERIENCE OF AN ADOPTED CHILD 1185 01:42:19,542 --> 01:42:21,958 TO PRINGSEWU, LAMPUNG. 1186 01:42:23,083 --> 01:42:24,417 How do you feel? 1187 01:42:24,500 --> 01:42:25,583 WELCOME TO BANDAR LAMPUNG 1188 01:42:25,667 --> 01:42:27,833 A bit nervous. 1189 01:42:27,917 --> 01:42:30,458 I've been waiting for so long. 1190 01:42:30,542 --> 01:42:31,417 Yeah? 1191 01:42:31,500 --> 01:42:33,458 My heart was beating fast. 1192 01:42:33,542 --> 01:42:34,958 I couldn't sleep all night! 1193 01:42:37,583 --> 01:42:40,458 ANDRE WAS WELCOMED BY THE VILLAGE. 1194 01:42:42,458 --> 01:42:44,583 Here… 1195 01:42:47,375 --> 01:42:50,500 THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME HE HUGGED HER 1196 01:42:51,292 --> 01:42:53,125 AND MUTTERED THE WORD… 1197 01:42:53,208 --> 01:42:54,708 Mother… 1198 01:42:56,792 --> 01:42:58,250 …TO KARTINI. 1199 01:42:58,333 --> 01:42:59,333 Mother… 1200 01:43:01,750 --> 01:43:05,208 FIRST REUNION AFTER 40 YEARS